Posted by TexasChic on November 17, 2006, at 11:08:07
In reply to Re: Sad..go kick some a*s! :) » TexasChic, posted by Jay on November 17, 2006, at 8:52:59
I was definitely idealizing the whole thing. Pretty much what Madeline said in her post. And I'm no longer involved in those politics because I no longer work there. Its more like this. I was sad because I've fantasized for the past 2 years about being with this guy because he initially paid me some attention, then office politics made it all go to hell. Then, I stumble across his myspace page where he's all happy with a beautiful girlfriend. So basically I'm being sad about something I never had. Realizing that doesn't seem to make a difference.
I'm trying to adapt a new attitude where I won't waste my life by fantasizing in my head. I want to actually live my life. Its about damned time too.
Thanks for the encouragement!
-T
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