Posted by cloudydaze on August 7, 2006, at 18:10:49
In reply to Re: I hope that didn't sound like... » TexasChic, posted by Phillipa on August 4, 2006, at 22:18:03
Thanks to those who care. I'm in a bad situation, and I need to get out, but I am literally trapped where I am.
I am in a mentally and verbally abusive home, and if I remain trapped here much longer, I am afraid of what will happen to me. I am starting to lose my grip on reality, and things just keep getting worse.
When I say I am trapped, I mean that I have no job, no money, no car, can't drive, and I have a daughter to support. Until some of those things change, I am trapped in this home. Can't live on the street with a 7 year old. Can't get a job without a way to get to work (or job interviews). Can't move out without money to live on. Can't get enough food stamp money to live on....and can't convince my bf that moving out is the only way i'm going to survive. Right now, I'm not even sure I can convince him to stay with me. I am losing my love, my sanity, and if I lose my sanity, I will lose my daughter.
I am not well, and babble seems to be making it worse. That's why I'm saying goodbye.
I remain alive because Texaschic distracted me long enough for my bf to come home, making it impossible to do myself harm. Yes, you did help me, and I thank you. But unless I get out of here, it may have been in vain...
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