Posted by TexasChic on August 4, 2006, at 22:05:18
In reply to I hope so (nm) » Deneb, posted by gardenergirl on August 4, 2006, at 21:01:44
She's still walking a fine line, but she's alive.
Thank you so much to gardengirl, Dinah, and AuntieMel for writing me back and making me feel better. I didn't know what to do last night, so I just sent a babblemail to all the deputies and Dr Bob. I just needed to know other people knew about this before I could leave and go to bed. Oh, and thanks to Phillipa and Deneb too, who posted at the time it was all happening.
I feel like I'm pretty stable the majority of the time, but when I get upset, I get REALLY UPSET! I guess that's my thing. We all have our thing that is the result of our mental illness, and I think that's mine (the worst one anyway). It doesn't mean I'm beyond handling things, but when I hurt, I really hurt. Reasurrance helps alot during those times. And I don't want Cloudy to read this and feel bad, this is just my thing I'm trying to handle, and I guess I'm highjacking this thread to do it.
I hope to God Cloudy hangs in there, I feel like I know her and she is my friend. Its not until you've gotten past these type of things until you realize your brain was making really bad decisions. I wish I could transfer certain things I've gone through and learned to other people's heads so they know and understand. Its hard to see someone experiencing the almost EXACT thing you went through. You know nothing you say will really be understood how you want it too. But you keep trying and hope something you say gets through.
Well, I'm babbling (no pun intended) and I'm not even drunk. Time to redirect my energies.
-T
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