Posted by Deneb on July 24, 2005, at 19:03:03
In reply to Re: Preparing for the worst » Deneb, posted by alexandra_k on July 24, 2005, at 18:32:59
> Sometimes you don't seem disordered at all. You function really well and seem to feel pretty good.
Thanks :-)
> Other times you do seem a bit disordered with the intense distress / suicidal ruminations / paranoid thoughts. You have episodes of unwellness.
No kidding :(
> Yeah. Thats where you need to tell them about your episodes. How terrifying they are to you. How you do / say things you later come to regret. How PAINFUL they are. That you want to learn to manage them better so that they don't prevent you from living the kind of life you want for yourself.
This sounds kind of really morbid, but I'm starting to think that maybe I should prepare for death...I mean, I really do seem to lose control sometimes. I don't have real friends so it is not a big deal there. My Mom would be devastated...maybe I should write a note ahead of time. You guys will probably be ok too, death has happened before and people seem ok.
I dunno, am I being a little manipulative again if I ask people how they would remember me?
Then again death is a possibility for anyone at anytime so maybe I should just live my life?
Deneb
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