Posted by Deneb on July 21, 2005, at 22:12:47
In reply to Re: Am I too disordered for online forums?, posted by alexandra_k on July 21, 2005, at 21:36:50
> Are you on any meds? I used to take a low dose anti-psychotic to try to minimise / prevent my getting too paranoid when stressed. It helped a little.
It sure would have been nice to take something to seriously calm down. Reason and evidence did not work for me...I think my emotions overwhelmed my reasoning abilities. I think I really lost it for a while. I'm afraid that this can happen to me again. I cannot control myself when I'm in such a state.
I just do not know what to do when I get that way. It is such a horrible place.
I'm not really taking much at all right now, never had. I even cut back the Celexa I was on. I think I seriously seriously need to get some help for this problem of mine (going "insane"). There is nowhere to go for help though...I do not like my GP and she is the only person who can refer me to another pdoc...I really don't like/can't stand talking with my family doc...she upsets me and annoys me. I don't the money for a T, or I don't want to spend my money on a T.
> You aren't 'too disordered' for here, because you aren't blocked.
Boy am I glad. I realize now that I could have been banned from this place so many times. I think Dr. Bob let me get away with things that are not allowed elsewhere. I had no idea. Maybe he really has seen it all and so is not totally freaked out by what I do. I'm so glad he doesn't freak out, so very very glad.
> And as for posts going AWOL... Well... Saves regrets later I suppose.
Ya...talk about AWOL...I posted 20 messages on PC and all but 9 of them have not been deleted. :-(
Deneb
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