Posted by NightStar72 on March 30, 2005, at 19:57:49
In reply to Re: Hello - New here » NightStar72, posted by Dinah on March 30, 2005, at 19:45:24
My ex has 5 kids, I don't have any of my own... never interested in raising children, I stess real easily with the ones he has, 4 boys I have met and one girl I had not met.
I usually live in myself, I ramble a lot I guess to hear myself talk.
It has been a toubled year, last August I quit my job, was trying verious medications but cost was too high over $700 was taking Risperdal, Cymbolta, Ritilin, and Lexepro.. but none of them helped.
I got the divorce just a month later, and currently in foreclosure on my home.
Just this month I got approved for SSI, still waiting to hear back on disability.. and just got approved on housing assistance. Ex is here with me, but once this month I found I was borderline personality, I agreed to give him space. And I feel most times like he avoids me, never any time alone together.. the kids are here 24/7 finally got my settlement and invested in extra TV to get them out of the bed room all the time, but now he is out there with them, while I hide in here on computer.
I try to fit in, but I get ignored for most part, nothing interesting for me to talk about, so they just ignore me for the most part.
I just feel devistated, sad.. I thought the new medication Abilify and Zoloft was helping, been on them 3 weeks, but today I am sad again. Not crying as I usually would be, but still sad.
I am taking Abilify 10mg and Zoloft 100mg, just starting, up until a few days ago felt very foggy, tired, having trouble with racing thoughts, with my bi-polar. I have trouble remembering things, and easily distracted.
Thanks,
poster:NightStar72
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