Posted by 64bowtie on December 4, 2004, at 13:17:21
In reply to Re: Am I foolin' myself by being here?, posted by partlycloudy on December 4, 2004, at 12:21:13
Since you left your parents in-the-dust emotionally five to six weeks ago, I hear graciousness in your every post. May sound confusing but I heard it happen. I can't point to the critical post, but trust me, it happened.
Perhaps it was the post where you were "torched and scarred" by your Dad saying that he never wanted to see you or hear from you ever again, so you ignored his indecency and went over there anyway. You took care of what ever they needed, and started ordering them around as they needed to be.
I'm just not certain that one was it. I guess from that post onward, I hear a new graciousness in your posts. Very delightful and welcome graciousness, toooo....
Now, regarding the gift you have given me. Thank you, thank you, thank you, for your very gracious encouragement. See! You ARE worth my (distant) love and caring!!!
I ask for this compromise: In any NEW THREAD, I can be Rod the Warrior-Coach, or I can be Rod the human speaking from his heart. Otherwise, When responding to anyone's post, MY THREAD or NOT, I remain Rod, the guy with lotsa heart. Deal? May sound poly-schizoid of me.... but who among us isn't?
Rod
PS: ...progress not perfection....
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