Posted by moime on October 8, 2004, at 20:14:01
In reply to Look for a beautiful outcome » moime, posted by 64bowtie on October 8, 2004, at 19:35:06
> ....means you must look past your feelings for your eyes to know the difference between beautiful and ugly. You can't just feel that a picture or a person is beautiful. They must be seen, first, for what they are.
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> There must be a story as to why your ex is your ex... Is that a beautiful picture, or an ugly picture?
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> What will be a beautiful outcome?
> What will look and feel and be the best for you?
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> Rod
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> Rod, thanks for replying to this...I hope the elation I am feeling is not due to the thought that I might get back together with my ex. It was not a beautiful relationship by any means. I already told him I could not be burdened with guilt concerning him leaving his wife, and frankly, (God what have I become), he is also excellent in bed, and half of me is REALLY needing a man and half of me is saying I don't want one that doesn't love and commit to me. This really IS the Madonna/Whore thing, isn't it!?
I mean, I really enjoyed the sex in the bad relationship, and I think he held it against me because it was good and I was continually giving him the impression that I wanted to be loved by him which he would not/could not do. Now, I miss sex terribly (I never really did before) and don't want to go without it....and that makes me just like the bad guy I just broke up with, doesn't it?
Because I don't want to use my ex, I did tell my ex that too.... but I know he wants me. And I am tired of not getting what I want but still not callous enough to take and not give. Oh, the insanity.Well, still losing my mind, and I do have to get to bed for my race tomorrow so if I do not reply tonite, I will reply in AM. Have a nice weekend everyone!
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