Posted by octopusprime on September 9, 2004, at 23:56:58
this is kinda fun.
so what i really need to do is to dig up one of my old friends and confess everything. the sordid truths. of course, the old friends don't know the new friends. the old friends don't live here. the old friends know the old me and my old problems, but they don't know the new me and the new problems. there is nobody to sanity check me. i look fine out the outside.
and of course the truth is so sordid, who would i confess to?
so i should get a therapist, great. $500/month out of pocket i don't have. fantastic. spend months and months telling back story. super. and in the interim kick and thrash through life poorer, while doing the emotional drudge work that will turn me into even more of a self-absorbed drone than i am now. and hope for recovery. and hope that the T isn't a loon or a moron or just plain useless.
so instead i do nothing, and confess to myself.
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