Posted by Susan J on May 5, 2004, at 8:28:36
In reply to Re: Emme, I really like that! » Susan J, posted by Emme on May 4, 2004, at 21:07:38
>>When this sort of thing happens, does it make you really apprehensive about your next visit?
<<Totally. And I haven't felt that way in a while; makes me feel like a teenager again. NOT a good feeling.>>My amygdala is running amok and I'm megastressed about life, the universe, and everything. I sleep erratically. I feel perpetually panicked. I had four interviews this month and I didn't perform very well at them. I gotta get my head together and get a job and a life. Ack.
<<God, I feel for you. I'm kind of in the same boat. Work has now slowed down tremendously, like I'm not working at all. Which sounds good, but now I have to *face* my real life, and I screwed myself up bad financially over the past 6 months. I get panic attacks just *thinking* about paying bills. Which is pathetic, because if I just managed my money (budget and all), I'd be fine, but it's like I can't even face the thought of it. How wacked is that? My sleep is messed up, and I've got high blood pressure problems for the first time in my life.I wish I had some good advice for ya, other than hang in there. But I can't even fix it for myself. I'll just give you big hugs....
((Emme))
Thinking of you,
Susan
poster:Susan J
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