Posted by st@cy on December 16, 2003, at 21:30:23
we have not seen eachother since we met at a frat party actually in early octover. we've spoken on the phone once, but primarily we just e-mail eachother over the net. lately his e-mails have become further between, and i'm becoming insecure. i know it'll end and be my fault bc he's losing interest in me. he's a great guy, and i can fall for him but i won't let myself. that's just asking to get hurt. i mean, he's hours away and still living with his ex girlfriend!! he claims he has feelings for me but he can only offer a friendship bc he's just in a bad situation. i can't do that!!! i'm just going to stop it now b4 i end up rejected and hurt. i apologize if this sounds pathetic, i wrote this stuff down in my journal and then reread it and thought, god-i'm so friggin pathetic...thanx for listening anyway
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