Posted by st@cy on December 16, 2003, at 17:35:15
alright, so here's the issue at hand. there is this guy that i really like, i met him when i was drunk a few months ago and he liked me. we've e-mailed eachother since, but i can tell he's losing interest in me. i'm becoming more and more insecure the more and more i like him and i don't want to face rejection again so i decided i'm going to stop e-mailing him. i've built him up so much in my mind that i really like him, but i don't know how he feels about me and i know it's not the same. so i'm just going to end it before he does. why? because if he ends it, i will once again be staring at the fact that i can't keep anyone interested in me! sure, they like me when i'm drunk, but as soon as the real me shines through they all go away. sorry, i just had to get this off my chest because i'm going nuts! i can't get him off my mind and i hate it when i really care about someone, it's so painful bc it is always the same. i really didn't want to lose this one, but i know that it's only a matter of time before he stops talking to me. i would feel much more relieved if i just ended it now.
poster:st@cy
thread:290686
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