Posted by tina on July 25, 2003, at 9:19:41
In reply to Re: Advice need..... » tina, posted by fallsfall on July 24, 2003, at 20:38:43
> Find an activity that you used to like as a kid (mine are ice skating and chorus).
The problem with that is that I don't remember being a kid let alone what I used to like doing.
I don't really like to do anything. I can't remember a time when I actually felt joy while doing anything. Some things are more interesting than others but nothing really 'grabs' me, you know? I wish I could find a hobby or an activity to look forward to.
I wish I could find anything to look forward to. My immediate future is looking just plain hard and full of hurt. My long term future looks lonely and empty.
I can't imagine every day just the same as this one. Year after year. Nothing to look forward to.
Gee, wonder why I don't have any friends??? Hmmmm
Making friends is impossible when you believe no one wants you. Ya know?
.big sigh.
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