Posted by zenhussy on June 10, 2003, at 21:11:12
In reply to Re: Anyone ever not want to go to sleep because..., posted by noa on June 10, 2003, at 18:56:34
> I often feel like it is too bad I'm unconscious when I sleep. I wish I could be awake to enjoy it! Just when I am awake, the joy of sleep is gone, and I'm sad. Makes no sense, I'm sure, but does to me.
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> Zenny, you sound anxious and overwhelmed. I know that before trips, I get a bit anxious and quite stressed about getting ready, etc. Am I reading you right (so to speak)?Anxious and Overwhelmed seemed too long a posting name but it would fit me to a t today!
I am totally overwhelmed and when my bag of tricks of getting through the depression and anxiety comes up short I get panicked. Thus the booze yesterday after so many years of not medicating with it but instead just socially drinking. Meds over the past several years have made the amount of alcohol I can tolerate into a tiny amount but I'll be damned if I can't toast friends at their weddings with one glass of champagne!
I began this response some time ago and totally forgot where I was going. That's not unusual with the lack of rest and anxiety I have going on.
So yeah Noa you are reading me right. I'm flipping out.
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