Posted by Mikey_C on May 16, 2003, at 19:22:27
In reply to Re: freaking out that i will never be normal, posted by daizy on May 14, 2003, at 9:30:22
Well Daizy, at least that's a start. I remember when I was thinking to myself a lot what would it be like to feel normal since I'm not sure I've ever felt normal to begin with. Seems that that thought and the thought that "what if I never get better" seemed to pop into my head quite regularly.Eventually I came to realize that as long as things were good enough to get me through untill tomorrow then that's all that I really needed in the first place. Things may never be as perfect as I wish them to be... but hey... that's life and now it's time to move on. lol... It's been like 3 months now since I've really even had a "bad day" in terms of my personality disorder. I just take every day for what it is and learn how to deal with things as they come along. As long as I take my medication and try to put real meaning into my life I seem to be really happy.
Still on 375mg of Depakote, 20mg of Celexa, 10mg of Seroquel, and 1mg of Clonazepam every day and have never felt better......
You'll get there in time...
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> I saw a doc today, and basically said that I might never feel normal again, because Ive forgotten what normal is, If I was ever normal in the first place........ Confusing I thought!!!
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