Posted by gabbix2 on March 5, 2003, at 12:31:50
In reply to Heyyyy Gabbix..., posted by kara lynne on March 4, 2003, at 22:07:37
Whats a nice girl like you doing in a place like this.
I'm in Canada, so I'm sure we're out of luck. It was a nice thought though. I hate the idea of going out and finding a cheap place I can afford on my own. But I also don't like hunting for a roomate like I did in my early 20's. Besides then I always knew someone who needed one. Now it feels strange.
Funny, someone I can connect with on babble though doesn't feel so "foreign and scary""What you said about being just smart enough to know you are retarded"
I know exactly what you mean. My friend and I were talking about that very thing. When you get flashes of just"normality"
Not that everythings perfect or anything, just that your problems are put in proper perspective for once,and you are able to see the good things and really 'feel them' not just know they exist.
And you think okay, I can do this, I g et it now, and then.. its gone. Its like a tease.
I hate feeling scared of everything. Why can't I find it an adventure?
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