Posted by Emme on February 9, 2003, at 9:09:35
In reply to Please....give me a few words of hope, posted by Emme on February 8, 2003, at 8:11:55
You folks are *the* best. I nearly cried after reading each message. I am so sorry you had to go through what you did a few weeks ago Miller. Thank you for sharing the crumbs message - that was great.
I'm still not 100% sure how to make it through the day or the months ahead and what I know I have to do. Knowing you all relate helps. Thanks for punching through some of the terror of isolation. I'll keep reading & rereading all of your posts and try to post back, especially when I feel like I'm hitting the end of the rope and want out (thanks Pax for the encouragement to write here).
I'm so terrified that I'll end up in a situation where I'll be so miserable I won't be able to handle it.
I'm afraid because for every day that's not so bad there seems to be another doozy of a day waiting for me. I'm so loaded up with fear of everything that I can't see straight.We're experimenting now with abilify. I'm glad to know about needymeds.com should I end up needing help in getting meds.
Later,
Appreciative Emme
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