Posted by kid a on January 8, 2003, at 12:47:29
In reply to Re: what its like being a bad machine, posted by Kam on January 5, 2003, at 18:50:05
> Is there an honest catholic priest? Just kidding, my husband is catholic so I can get away with it! It's great to hear your stronger now over the years. But what is it that makes you feel "you are not one of them"? We are all individuals just as you are. Maybe it's as simple as "when I'm home" it's my time don't bother me. I want my space, there certainly isn't anything wrong with that.
when i was younger, we had a very cool priest, he had a camero i think... he was young... its the older ones you have to look out for... with their frail fingers, spreading death... every touch leaving a cicatrix on the unfortunate...
sometimes im happy to be home, sometimes it scares me to be there alone, sometimes i don't know where i want to be at all, or if at all, a thought ive chastised others for, or alternately lapped in the morose and we laughed it off as if it were our destiny... 9 months, and i still can't shake that feeling, it never leaves you.
maybe we're all just "anonymous bodies, in an empty room".
sorry for the late reply, i think i was confused by the misdirection....
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