Posted by kid a on October 20, 2002, at 16:00:17
Dreamer
I have fantastic dreams
from the medicine I take
---to stay alive.
I dream I am in China,
Japan, Afghanistan.
In China, the buildings
are unbelievably huge,
In Japan, the cities are
unusually easy to
navigate,
and I say Hajimemashite!
with the best,
just as I did with
Kimiko-chan, before
promptly passing out---
In china there is
a wedding, some wedding
and I feel like I'm
doing a One and a Two.
It's so so complex and
my suit is too large.
My brother buys an
Alcoholic Beverage
for ten dollars.
To enact revenge on
the Barkeep,
I steal three bottles
of Cognac.
I am not caught.
Worlds are destroyed
and rebuilt, I am
at the epicenter
of this,
There is always
something to do---
somewhere to go.
When I wake,
days can pass before
the phone rings,
Everyone is
electronic, questionable.
There seems to be
more dust today
then there was
yesterday.
Outside it is slightly
cold, nothing is so
fantastic as at night.
I remember the first
thing I ever stole
in my life, a
book all about
drugs. All my life
I've been dreaming
of escape.
Weekdays, I can
barely move,
I'd rather die than
get up.
I want to go back
to being Maikuru-kun,
walking in Shibuya.
Awake, this would
never happen.
In my dreams there
are mountains
and cities and
endless possibilities.
Tonight I will
fall into sleep and
never wake. Good night
cruel world,
I am never, ever
coming
back.October 20, 2002.
poster:kid a
thread:31437
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