Posted by gabbix2 on October 19, 2002, at 12:49:47
In reply to Re: depakote weight gain » Ted, posted by tina on October 19, 2002, at 12:16:26
Yes Tina I understand
completely... Fighting for it seems completely foreign to me all the time. Its so strange to me to hear people say they want to live to be 120
I just don't get it.. I wish I got it, but its not something you can fake.
I remember the two times in the past 11 years where I didn't feel that way, they lasted no more than a day each, where I actully preferred being alive, I don't know what caused them, it wasn't a specific event. Even when good things happened, it never inspired me to praise the fact that I'm alive.I don't think forcing does much good, not for me anyway, those two times I didn't need to be forced, it came naturally, I suddenly wanted to do things.. Seems when everything is in working order the desire to do things just happens.
What key ingredient are we missing???
Well obviously that is the unanswerable question..
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