clarity...hah! what a crock

Posted by Alii on June 30, 2002, at 8:15:49

In reply to a little clarity » IsoM, posted by Alii on June 30, 2002, at 7:56:31

I'm just concerned that this is the constant message I struggle against with depression.....one of getting opportunity to escape banal existence that depression has made my life over past several years. Many people suggest that I adjust and learn to love moments of life that shine through darkness.
Screw them! Seriously. Why should I accept a dulled life devoid of my art, my ability to think, do, be?
I feel a ramble coming on and don't want to lose my cool here.
I am only venting that I'm tired of constant fight I wage against irrational thoughts of offing myself......but not actively suicidal.....look only those who feel, or have felt as I do know what I'm talking about so really don't push any don't die crap on me please.
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Phat dose of truth since I'm tired Alii 6/30/02
Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired » Alii IsoM 6/30/02
a little clarity » IsoM Alii 6/30/02
clarity...hah! what a crock Alii 6/30/02
just because I know the face of my demon... Alii 6/30/02
clarity, hurt feelings, and more » Alii beardedlady 6/30/02
Beardy! Alii 6/30/02
I just want to help. Don't feel worse. (nm) » Alii beardedlady 6/30/02
this is what happens when.... Alii 6/30/02
am I looking for this? Alii 6/30/02
relentless waves of depression... » Alii IsoM 6/30/02
Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired SusanG 6/30/02
amber waves of grain... mmmmm grain..... » Alii kid_A 6/30/02
Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired ShelliR 6/30/02
You would be so fun to meet/know in person! (nm) » kid_A SandraDee 6/30/02
lawdy lawdy look what my mind has brought forth Alii 7/1/02
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Re: relentless waves of depression... Gabbi 7/11/02

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