Posted by Willow on May 5, 2002, at 18:06:29
In reply to Re: When bummed out ... » Willow, posted by shar on May 5, 2002, at 5:15:16
> YW,
What does YW mean? Yes, I was one of those annoying children who asked too many questions.> ACK! You are making my ears bleed with your happy talk!!
Blood sprouting out of ones ears is not a good sign. Have you banged your head recently? I would have this checked out. You sure it's not your nose that's bleeding. Sometimes when my ears are itchy, my nose gets itchy too, and then I'm not quite sure where the itch really is.
> Tho I'm starting to look pregnant now, and don't care.
Bravo for you. I think there is a special K commercial, where guys discuss their hip sizes and blame it on their genes. But I do suspect it is bothering you a bit, being human, and humans being vane creatures.I've declared our home junk food free zone. No potato chips or cookies. Not so much because of calories, but because apparently they have more cholestral (pardon the spelling, I mean the stuff that blocks are arteries.) Plus, the cost of them adds up and my grocery dollar is getting stretched thin because potatoe prices are going so high, almost $5 for a 10lb bag.
Do you have a yard you can rake? I do but after walking the side-effects of past sexual experiences I don't have the umph for raking. So I just make little fires out of piles of twigs and dry leaves. The neighbours must wonder if there is any sanity in my house, but at least it gives them something to converse about.
> Ack!! More happy talk!
It's a side-effect from the drugs I'm on. Now I know the boss is going to ponder wether this post should be on the regular board or over here on social. Being born last in my family, I can't help myself, I'm a habitual pest. I spend my time trying to dream of places to put the whoopy cushion. At my last psych appointment, I blubbered it's cruel to make a person my age try to grow up. But I guess it is never too late to teach an old dog new tricks?
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> I'm mainly bummed because life sux so bad and I've been depressed for about 38 years.
Have you been speaking with KidA? I can't say that I understand. I'm one of those people that are high on life. No matter how many deer I've seen I slow down to watch them each time I see them. Children make me smile, unless I have a headache. Yaada, yaada ... I enjoy sex and am able to have an orgasm.So I too wonder why am I in therapy? I think if I lived alone in the bush somewhere, but then how would I be able to have them orgasms?
I guess this just goes to prove that depression isn't just a state of mind. Even with happy thoughts and talk, it is able to intrude, but at least we get moments of joy, at least I think.
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> You are far too nice and sweet to me,
Oh if you could only read my mind each time Kazoo asks for you by name!!
Well time for me to go eat some more klonopin.Talk again soon.
Winking Willow
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