Re: ME TOO » paxvox2000

Posted by Manda on April 26, 2002, at 21:50:56

In reply to Re: ME TOO, posted by paxvox2000 on April 26, 2002, at 20:43:35

I have my first appt. w/ my new pdoc on Wednesday. I have a support group, but I think that they are at their wits end. I'm draining all of the life out them too, I think. My boyfriend wanted to take me to the hospital earlier b/c he realized that I was completely serious about being suicidal, but I wouldn't let him. Instead, he came over for a while, gave me an Ambien (twice the dose I normally take), and got me to go to bed. Well, apparently, there's a conspiracy against me b/c the Ambien only put me to sleep for 3 hours. Half of that dose always made me sleep for at least 6 hours... So, I'm so tired- haven't slept much in days, so stressed, feeling kind of sick (got a fever and everything), but I really, really don't care about any of it. I just want it to end. I don't really care how- I just can't hold on for much longer.
-Manda

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ME TOO Manda 4/26/02
Re: ME TOO » Manda IsoM 4/26/02
Re: ME TOO paxvox2000 4/26/02
Re: ME TOO » IsoM Manda 4/26/02
Re: ME TOO » paxvox2000 Manda 4/26/02
Life Is Hopeless » Manda IsoM 4/26/02
am i invisable? i thought i started this thread? (nm) LiLi80 4/27/02
Not invisible: included. » LiLi80 beardedlady 4/27/02
Re: holding on and letting go - Manda, Lili » LiLi80 Lini 4/27/02
Re: am i invisable? i thought i started this thread? Phil 4/27/02
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Me, Me, Me !!! rolls eyes (nm) » LiLi80 scared 4/29/02
Re: please be civil » scared Dr. Bob 4/29/02
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