Posted by tina on December 13, 2001, at 11:41:48
In reply to Re: Defeated/Haunted by my own ineptitude, posted by JohnDoenut on December 13, 2001, at 11:35:54
IOW, "I must be the change I want to see in the world"?
(Ghandi)
that just seems an insurmountable task.....> > I just want to hide. I'm fine for a minute and then, I just want to run away, change my name and start my life all over again.
> > Is there a pill for this?? Am I alone in this feeling? What is it?
>
> I feel I live in HELL everyday. I feel like Im a prisoner in my own body, in this world. That my little office cube is my cell.
>
> But not always. Sometimes I feel something gives me a reprieve and I am in heaven for a short period of time and then its back to reality.
>
> I also feel though however that in the end what I cant change about the world, I need to work to change within me and figure out what to do about it and how to take action to execute the plan. I dont know if it will work or not but I must do something.
>
> JohnD
poster:tina
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