Posted by christophrejmc on December 6, 2001, at 0:45:50
I haven't truly been happy since age nine. I've been on numerous antidepressants. I've never experienced "euphoria" or anything close (I've tried--sex, marijuana, amphetamine, alcohol, Xanax, a few other "soft" drugs). (Could there be a biological reason for this?) I get some pleasure from non-drug activities, but no medicine has ever improved my mood. I'm not looking for an easy way out--just a way out. If I had access to something like heroin, I think I would take that route. I don't mean to bitch, but I'm just so sick of feeling like crap and I think I deserve to whine once in a while. Why can't we be treated like pain patients - I could use some morphine too. Hrm, ignore this post.
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