Posted by dari on October 28, 2000, at 12:32:01
Hey everyone:
With Halloween approaching, I can't help but feel that though my costume is okay, I've wound up at the wrong damn party. I probably look like any number of suburban moms across the country - the bob haircut, reasonably attractive, reasonably slender, GAP jeans clad, kid in tow... However, I have to wonder why I feel so @#)*#@ different! I'm an emotional mess. I see people in stores buying christmas stuff already and think, jesus, I can't put together a grocery list for the week - I have to go every day. Before I stopped drinking almost three years ago (and before all of the diagnoses that I've received since) I could do it all, too. I can't any more...
Oh shit, panic attack... can't type
poster:dari
thread:1764
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20001011/msgs/1764.html