Posted by alexandra_k on June 25, 2014, at 23:44:35
In reply to Re: Thanks, Phillipa » alexandra_k, posted by Dinah on June 25, 2014, at 22:56:50
i understand bits, i think. but maybe not other bits.
i am hoping that time will help. will help with the feeling, i mean. i know that to start with it really doesn't feel like that. i'm remembering back in my own life... back to when i got back from the us... and i felt like my t had really dropped me. and i felt like there was no way that i could ever forget that or forgive him for having done that... i think that maybe that is a little like how you are feeling now?
time did help. it didn't fix it. ever. but i did end up with working with him again... things were never the same. i didn't feel i could trust him.
but then i never felt like i could trust him before, either. so. i ... uh... don't know what to say.
i guess i'm .. well.. i thought this might not be the end. that in time... you might choose to see him again. even if it is about processing this... for however long it takes.
but i don't know.
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