Posted by Dinah on June 22, 2014, at 14:31:14
In reply to I see him Monday, posted by Dinah on June 21, 2014, at 18:00:44
Thanks guys.
I wish I were as optimistic about it. I discover to my surprise that there is a limit to my stupidity, and even a devoted sheepdog can be chased away.
He's hurt me badly this time, by his own choice or not. And he's hurt me in lesser ways before. I don't intend to put myself in the way of being hurt again by him.
I used to think I could trust him to at least be himself. But I can't. I am not angry with him. I am glad he's feeling well again. I hope to be able to contact him when there's something I need to discuss with someone objective. But trust him again... I don't think I wish to do that. Ever.
poster:Dinah
thread:1067158
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20140310/msgs/1067220.html