Posted by DAisym on November 12, 2008, at 23:39:50
In reply to My therapist office was locked., posted by seldomseen on November 12, 2008, at 19:17:30
((((Seldom))))
I really feel for you. That would have freaked me out too. And there is so much sadness in your post - it tells me how hard it was for you and how alone you felt and still feel. I hate those abandonment fears - they hurt like heck!
I've been posting about how big these fears are again for me lately. I even had a check in call over the weekend to try and calm some of this down. On Monday my cell went off and it was my therapist's ring - and I couldn't bring myself to answer it. I was terrified he was going to cancel - that I'd been too much, etc. etc. It took me a whole hour to finally listen to the voice mail - and he was just calling to tell me that they were working on his office building and I should come in the back. I was so upset and so ANGRY that he'd scared me like that! I did tell him about my reaction - and I told him not to be so considerate next time.
Therapy is so hard, isn't it?
poster:DAisym
thread:862657
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