Posted by JoniS on October 4, 2007, at 7:22:16
In reply to RE: Feeling so horrible; maybe T not good » twinleaf, posted by RealMe on October 4, 2007, at 0:37:31
RealMe,
I can feel the pain you have when I read your email. You have to do what you feel is best for you. But, here is my two cents. - I agree with what twinleaf said. I think you are about to have the opportunity to learn and grow through some deep stuff. I see why you are feeling the way you do, but I wonder if you are having a lot of conversations in your head that you need to have with your T. It could be that he just accepted the apology for you, that he wasn't needing it, but he knew that you needed to say it. Based on all that you have described here on Babble over the past few months, it seems like this T is much more experienced and professional than your previous T. It may be that you are in such a vulnerable, difficult place that your thoughts are taking you far out from the reality of what is going on with this T. I just think that holding on riht now and giving this more opportunity to work could be very beneficial to you. I know what you mean about not being able to work, but your emotional state wont stay where it is right now. There are good days to come! I hope you can talk to your T about everything you have here on this post.
Good Luck. I wish good days for you!
(((((((RealMe)))))))Joni
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