Posted by JoniS on August 15, 2007, at 14:58:40
In reply to lost, posted by B2chica on August 15, 2007, at 13:18:34
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.....and to top it off i was scheduled to see T today but i had to cancel earlier this week cuz i was sick and thought i would still be, i felt horrible about maybe getting her sick...anyway, my anxiety over this is a whole other thread i have all these scenario's played out and provoke my anxiety even more.
and i just can't call T. i feel like i, well, like im just not worth the time and i'm an inconvienence and she's looking for an 'out'. well, if she calls to reschedule than i will but...i let her 'out' if she wants.
****** B2chica - please get up the energy to call your T for YOU. You ARE worth the time and you are not an inconvenience. Please don't wait for her to call you. I am sure sure is not looking for an "out" She chose her profession, didn't she? If she knew the shape you are in she would certainly want you to come see her. She can't read your mind, remember (and please dont take that negatively that's not my intent)Cmon, you are strong enough to Babble so you can be strong enough to call your T. Maybe you could take a mild anti-anxiety med? It helps me sometimes.
I'm thinking of you.
(((((((B2chica))))))))
poster:JoniS
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