Posted by B2chica on August 15, 2007, at 11:01:21
..i'm feeling SO unstable right now...
i don't knwo what it is...i...dont know why i'm like this.
i'm gripping tightly onto a pic of little one. it's all i have.
i'm feeling lost...and going deeper.
i want to leave work...but that's not smart...not safe...is it fair to little one that SHE's the reason i'm hanging on? what a HORRIBLE responsibility i've put on her shoulders...it's NOT her responsiblity for my stability, yet i'm using her to stay afloat. what if she were older...and understood?
what am i doing to her...
poster:B2chica
thread:776399
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