Posted by gazo on May 1, 2007, at 6:23:26
In reply to Re: saw my T » gazo, posted by muffled on April 30, 2007, at 23:00:02
damn girl.. you my long lost twin or something? that is it EXACTLY want it... scared of it. Can't ask for that... makes me afraid he won't give it... or something like that.
i'm not worried about knowing what my body is doing. i can understand where you are coming from though. i just feel dumb doing it. like if he was asking me to do the hokey pokey or something. hahaha.. just feel stupid.
i'm trying now to figure out what to say in a letter to him. i want to tell him that when he changed his tone and got soothing (even more than usual) that he made brief contact with the real me that is in here somewhere. i can't just say it like that... too risky yet. and i don't want to end up with Barney as a therapist.
i'm all tough stuff and put on a good show.. not as much now, not as afraid of him.
muffy girl.. you know where i am at. now... i gotta not start faxing him! hahaha... you bad girl.
much love and peace
ps.. non grata... people are tired of same old $h1t i am in i think. don't blame anyone.. i am tired of it too.
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