Posted by gazo on April 28, 2007, at 19:38:18
i'm doing really bad. no access to T on the weekend or i really would call, it's that bad. i take 2mg clonazepam and sleep, then take another and sleep again.. and so on. haven't been drinking because that would take effort.
i am losing my T soon. i was trying to find wys to keep him but nothing is working out. H lost his job so no insurance anymore. i don't have a job so i can't pay myself.
i wish i could just close my eyes and never wake up again. the world just hurts too much. i don't have the energy to plan out a suicide so now worries.. i just wish i could.
so i take a pill, sleep it off, take a pill, sleep it off... do this until monday when i see T.
hope you all have a good weekend.. be good to yourselves. sorry to just come in to be so down but thanks for reading anyway
poster:gazo
thread:754254
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