Posted by wishingstar on January 5, 2007, at 11:12:46
In reply to Re: I have to tell a secret » wishingstar, posted by muffled on January 4, 2007, at 23:58:18
Time to dig in indeed.. I guess I'm finally hitting that hard part of therapy huh. It sucks. lol
Sometimes I almost feel like I dont know who I am anymore without the depression. I'm so used to it. My day to day life is based around it. I went out with a friend last night and I feel weird about it this morning, because it messed up my self-isolation patterns. Which of course is good, but weird. I have to see her again today. Getting rid of it, while it sounds wonderful, is definitely scary.
It's so much easier to be honest online. When I cant see or hear any of you and dont have to fear immediate reactions. Not that I'd need to fear it anyway, but it sure is a lot scarier. Thank you.
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