Posted by shrinking violet on April 23, 2005, at 14:33:01
In reply to Re: middle of the night musings.... » shrinking violet, posted by Susan47 on April 23, 2005, at 13:37:45
>> Do you feel any differently now? Because those middle of the night times can be horrible, real in a supernatural way, and the intense emotions ... I wish you feeling brighter today, SV. It's all an illusion, our minds are illusory; I know because mine has let me down many many times. It's only the help of medications and feedback from the real world that helps. Nighttime is the loneliest, most frightening, most "real" time; it's all controlled by our mind, there is no outside influence to help us.
--Hi Susan, thank you. No, unfortunately this isn't just a middle-of-the-night thing. I feel this way constantly. Actually, it's 'worse in the daytime, b/c it's too bright, and I see everyone going here and there and wonder why they belong in life and dont question their place in it, or what they do every day, yet I do. So, nights are more peaceful for me, in some ways (except when loud alarms are going off in the neighborhood, or the town horn blows...I still haven't figured out why that happens).
Thank you for your thoughts. I hope you are well today.
SV
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