Posted by messadivoce on April 12, 2005, at 0:28:18
My T replied to my e-mail and said he was "glad I was able to hang onto the positive things I gleaned from our therapy" but didn't make any comment on how hard it has been to get to that point. Along with telling him that I'm remembering the positive, I also told him that I still have "hangover" feelings about him and I'm usually (but not always) sure that what I'm feeling now was worth the h*ll I went through. I didn't say it like that, of course.
I was kind of annoyed because, geez, he could have acknowledged how terrible it's been for me, and he knows it too. Is he in denial??
I guess when it comes down to it I want him to feel guilty for all the hell his inexperience put me through. I want him to miss me like I miss him.
I want him to need me like I need him.
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