Posted by Shortelise on April 4, 2005, at 23:42:29
Planning termination. We didn't even make a schedule today. We talked about why I asked my husband to cal him after my last app't - which was nearly a month ago. I'll see him again in two weeks, and then we'll talk about how to terminate, what I want the schedule to be. Thinking about it makes me cry. Newflash there, right?
I know, I just keep repeating the same thing: this hurts. I know I have the skillls to live life after therapy. I know my T has to let me go, that it's the right thing to do. I know I don't need him anymore. I know I'm a grown woman. I know I know I know.
And I have to figure out how to gentle the hurt. How to soothe myself. How do I do that? How do I hold myself in my own arms? I can be your warm shawls, soft socks; I can be the soup maker, the baby-holder, the day-saver for my friends, but how can I do that for myself? How do I hold myself close and comfort my Self?
Shortelise
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