Posted by B2chica on July 8, 2004, at 12:15:18
i wasn't sure where to post this, but because of what it contains i've decided here instead of social but Dr.Bob may think otherwise.
i had a disturbing dream last night. I'm sure it means just that i've had this on my mind lately. but...it's still bothering me. I had a dream that my boss called me into his office and, well he put his hands down my pants and started grabbing me-first in the back part then, well then the front, and to get graphic his fingers went places. the whole time i was just frozen, i couldn't move, i just couldn't believe it was him doing this. When i woke up i was shocked. My boss is close to retirement age, and Great guy and i am in no way attracted to him, and we do have a really good relationship.
I get the frozen part cuz one of my issues regarding what i've been talking to my T about (why i don't think what happened to me was really r*** is because i froze up and didn't even fight back...i f@#King froze up.) so i'm guessing that's why my response in the dream was like that. but now i'm afraid i might act all weird around my boss.
Does this mean i secretly Want this to happen? from him or someone else? or that my mind's telling me that i didn't hate this happening to me IRL by persons when i was growing up-since that's been on my mind? that i...that i liked it? (as my stomach churns saying that).
this dream has just really shaken me up, and maybe it's just the timing. but it's really bothering me and don't understand it, can anyone relate?confused and concerned b2c.
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thread:364059
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