Posted by lorelai on January 6, 2003, at 0:15:47
In reply to This therapist sounds better » lorelai, posted by judy1 on January 2, 2003, at 18:23:44
> more informed about the DD spectrum so a lot more helpful to your progress. It does take a while to get the comfort level going, but I'm sure you'll get there. I have the DD-NOS dx too, and also lose time and discover I've travelled somewhere or bought something and not remembered doing so. Scary, isn't it? I still am on a boycott with my shrink and therp but that's because I'm completely in my denial phase. I'm glad that things are starting to work out for you and especially glad that you have such good support. take care, judy
Judy,
I THOUGHT I answered this post. Was sure I had. Then looked again and didn't find one. Life's been a little weird lately. Very depressed and feeling suffocated by my job (phobic as hell about my job, actually, because it's very public and I go through times when I can't DEAL with people. I go to the mall and it feels like every person there is sucking energy out of me, if that makes any sense). I'm worried that I'm on the verge of quitting yet another job. I quit my last one in a fit of hysterics and don't want a repeat. Sorry to be rambling. Thanks for listening. Do you have problems holding a job? You don't have to answer. I've never held a job for long and I have a Master's degree that seems to be going to waste. I keep hoping I'll someday figure out how to make a living from home, but then I worry I'll debilitate myself further (because staying home seems to aggravate my natural sense of agoraphobia). I don't WANT to be agoraphobic. My pdoc suggested Geodon (some sort of antipsychotic, I think. And I say, "I'm NOT psychotic," but really I'm beginning to think she may have a point). Sorry to go on about this. Just feeling really lousy and I guess sorry for myself. I want to learn how to get beyond all this. I want to be able to attend a wedding reception without having to run outside every 10 minutes to BREATHE (because crowded rooms make me feel like throwing up!). Ah, well. I guess I just needed to get this out. Gonna go to sleep now.
~L
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