Posted by porkpiehat on April 7, 2014, at 11:16:56
In reply to Re: Relationship meds for PTSD/Borderline?, posted by tom2228 on April 5, 2014, at 20:51:33
I am sorry to hear about your pain regarding your relationship. It sounds at least like you maintain strong desire for other people. I no longer feel a strong draw to partners until they are in the rear view mirror and then the need is unbearable.
Not sure if this is med-related or not. I remember really enjoying the company of those I was fond of in high school and college, then I started feeling distant and afraid of them.
Mix the gay thing in for even more confusion. This draw was always toward straight friends. The pull toward other gays has always had a different, less enveloping experience.
I sense you are referencing HIV in your concerns. Know that that situation has changed with medications and shouldn't be a concern if there is med compliance. That's a whole 'nother can of worms though. Forgive me if I'm being presumptuous.
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