Posted by porkpiehat on April 5, 2014, at 16:19:47
I have this relationship-killing tendency to fixate and obsess over my rapport with the boyfriend to the point that I'm always reading his mind, sure that he is indifferent, and literally cannot sleep next to him without having these (above) racing thoughts and a general feeling of being unsafe.
I refuse to let another relationship die because of this frame of mind. A little seroquel or Latuda at night tends to help this and realize it's all in my head, however, it tends to sap my interest in the relationship itself and become desensitized. Can't decide which is worse!
SSRI's at higher doses make me even more callous and hypomanic and even mean. Therapy?? after 20 years it has barely scratched these ruminations.
Has anyone with this issue had success with any particular med? I'm at the point of changing my meds every few days and, what if the guy is just a jerk, lol??
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