Posted by wacky on July 27, 2006, at 12:43:38
In reply to Re: Effexor - A personal experience (long read), posted by Myrk on July 27, 2006, at 10:39:25
Hmmm. Pdoc is psychiatrist - at least that's how I use it. I have a therapist too - which most psychiatrists encourage since they don't do therapy - they administer drugs. My pdoc is a very nice human being - and I've told him about SI. He's never been judgmental - but he encourages me to talk to my therapist about it - which I am.
Now talk about sicko thoughts - here's what I came up with - during my therapy work dealing with severe childhood trauma - I am turning my SI onto my father and imagining doing to him what I've done to myself. Since he's dead - that obviously won't happen (nor would I anyway) BUT - my therapist said it's healthier than turning it on myself. So I made a dad-doll - my version of a voodoo doll so when I want to SI, I can do it to HIM!
It's either totally twisted or pretty funny - I haven't decided yet.
Nancy
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