Posted by baileyginger on July 18, 2008, at 16:29:51
I have using cymbalta for a little over a year and my doc changed to wellburtin. So, she had me cut one cymbalta out and take one wellburtin for 5 days. This week I have been exhausted, sad and the worst thing was I exploded last night on my husband when he had an emergency with his daughter. Mind you we have had issues for years and his daughter has been one of them. He runs to aid her at the drop of a hat (she is 18) and I have had to take myself to the emergency room because he was in the middle of playing poker or studying. Getting upset and mad, hurt is not real uncommon for me, but last night, it was like I was just completely psychotic. I actually stood in front of his car so he couldn't go. Who in there right mind does that??? I am just mortified, let alone, he more then likely is going to leave me. He will not take the reason for why my behavior happened. To him there is NO excuse for my behavior. Period. He is bipolar and is on many meds to and he has had hard times. He is an alcoholic and was sober until this past february and he took a drink. He has told me about his behavior as an alcoholic and when he was becoming sober. Well, I didn't see anyone leaving him. His girlfriend stuck it out for 6 years!!! I feel so evil, scared and so alone. On top of this I am a type 1 diabetic!! What is hard for me to accept is he will not think of this logically or think "hey, it's not normal behavior, maybe something is wrong". Any help?? I am just devastated..
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