Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 10, 2007, at 14:11:17
In reply to Re: My first ever withdrawal SI trigger*, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 6, 2007, at 15:01:09
Walking a very thin line right now between hyperactive panic with hypervigilance and some PTSD symptomology (that's my main Dx) AND
somnolence and complete brain funk (like, I cannot remember how to get home, and I lose things and cannot remember my phone number and stuff).
please forgive my rare posting. When I feel clear, I'm trying to get some diss work done. When I feel panic, I'm trying to clean my house. When I feel spacey, I'm trying to find my house.
haha
sometimes my sense of humor comes and goes. Lots of instability right now. I'm learning how to balance out the spaceyness with provigil, and balance out the hyperness with clonopin.
It's very tricky. and my allergies and asthma are messing things up too. nose is clogged- do I take a decongestant like pseudofed (hyper making) or an anti-histamine like benedryl (works awesome, but sedating) or an anti-histamine like claritin (kinda not so good).
or do I just breathe through my mouth (burp)
I just had brunch with a nose-picking organismal biologist. oh my.
off for now.
today I'm on 60mg of cymbalta. last week I was on 90, and before that on 120. so... the withdrawal continues. crap!
-Ll
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