Posted by Impermanence on November 24, 2005, at 20:21:20
In reply to geodon - worse then heroine?, posted by MichaelJr on November 16, 2005, at 12:24:27
I think you mean heroin mate, drop the e.
I have no experence with geodon Michael but I did with heroin, and it's not pretty. You could kill your mother for the stuff. Heroin is so addcitive because it activates many regions of the brain particularly the regions that are responsible for producing both the unbelievable sensation of reward and physical dependence. In the brain, heroin is converted to morphine and binds rapidly to opioid receptors, It causes an INCREDIBLE rush, followed by the most beautiful 'warm' comfort thats hard to put into words, it's like being inside your mothers woumb lol, so safe and warm, and of course itchy, but you enjoy the itch and the nausea is just like an annoying old friend. When the high, or should I say 'lovely low' lol starts to ware off you feel nice and drowsy for several hours.
When the pleasure of heroin reduces over time (months for heavey smokers) you can then move on to the needle and then you're talking a WHOLE new ball game as I spoke about above.
As I said Michael, heroin is serously addictive and is no schizophrenia treatment, but thats not to say you're are not truly suffering and in need of help. There must be some kind of substitute for you like Methadone is for heroin. In this day and age in the western world you should not have to suffer like that. Have you tried a few different benzos???My heart goes out to you man and you'll be in my prayers.
I'll tel you what, I'm gonna have a look around the web for something that can help you. Hang in there.
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