Posted by Honore on October 19, 2019, at 12:05:47
In reply to Re: scalability » Honore, posted by alexandra_k on October 10, 2019, at 12:03:36
Hi Alex,
I have good days and bad days. Right now, not so good, as I've been disappointed in an important situation recently.
In a way somewhat as you have== although since I wasn't looking for professional certification--in a way that is perhaps less traumatic--- although traumatic enough for the moment.
I understand your confusion and disillusionment at the masters of the universe-- or your universe-- who seem so implacable and irrational--
It's hard to know sometimes why fate smiles on one person and pushes another-- perhaps someone with more potential-- aside-- but it happens-- maybe all the time. A pleasant countenance and manner cannot be under-rated. And in good conscience I can't say I don't understand why those who possess them seem to have all the luck.
And then there are those of us who are just unable to get along-- the unbehagen, as they call them. (German for unquiet, discontent,uneasy). We have a double struggle, with our own personalities as well as with the world's expectations.
I've been following along, from time to time-- and hope you can fight through and not be defeated. I hope also that you can find more peace about this.
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