Posted by alexandra_k on September 1, 2019, at 4:41:45
In reply to employment, posted by alexandra_k on September 1, 2019, at 4:22:50
anyway, i suppose it helps me understand the... dynamic... that there is. at work and income.
there aren't very many people like me, in the world.
and these people do not understand me, at all.
and a problem can be that people turn on that which they do not understand. there can be this drive for that...
i do need to find a decent paying part time job that fits in well with study. that seems fair. i am okay with that. done right... it will be more motivating, even. there is this thing that happens where arousal becomes optimal. with no work things are in danger of being too slow and then things slow down and go into hibernation mode.
of course our trouble is that things are either too fast or too slow and never just right. intentionally so. to make it such that flow never happens...
of course in some respects i am different from most people. the way i learn and so on. but in other respects i am not.
i wish i got to review / check the grading for some of the science courses i have done. to see whether people actually did as the published class lists said they did. is it really possible that i read the questions that differently from the other people in the class? how is it that this happens to me on New Zealand exams only?
i don't know that the science grading is fairly done, in New Zealand.
because we don't want to pay people for skilled work. so we pretend that they are incompetent / don't have any skills. then we don't have to pay them. then nobody else will want them because they don't think that they have any skills...
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