Posted by rjlockhart37 on October 24, 2014, at 23:38:15
11pm, not much what im doing right now exept browins though songs that i've already listened to 1000 times, need break out of this lazy shell and start browsing spotify more......
i'm sure there's a psychological name for this, but i call this image reflection, look at a picture, or person, and get the look and feel of it and then use it in the mind to project the personality.....i've been doing this now for 10 years, most people know who they are, 1 the name, what they look like in the mirror, if they are stinky or smell good, and what they look like to another person, so.....the image reflection i will have image in my mind for a couple years of what i look like, use the charasterics of it, or use many images and integrate it, basically this is abstract term of personality development, despite the real apperance, people will judge and say this is who you are and you'll stay like this, that is not true....
there's alot of things i don't know about myself, but in high school i didnt talk at all, i was a mute, just walked around the hallways and class in a stare like state.....did not have any conception of what taking intrest in conversation and motivated to get to know someone....and then as that time progressed later, really had bad problems with emotional effects of it, and then that's when i started the image reflection technique, i created it myself, i would look at pictures that really intrigued me, the feel of the picture, or short clip from a movie, and i would try to become it.....it was not a miracle fix, but that's the way i got through idenity problems. It's a well known thing to look at something and be like it.....
but the thing is, to find who i really am, and all the self loathing state of feeling like a kid no one likes, just forget it all and make a new person, but to make an idenitiy it has to be based on the true person under all of it....looking at a cheap image, is like putting cheap chains, clip on accessories that are easy to put on, and easy to take off.....that's what i call a cheap personality, fake.....lies of who they really are, and tricks people using acting and false imagery.....one of the main things, like looking with the most trustful sincere look to someone and promise them something, and then take off the image, that's what fakeness is.....usally can see the real person by pushing buttons......
but sometimes it's painful to know to know the truth, that i am just rj, he smiles, he's nice and considerate, usally posts his thoughts on the web, it's just thinking of an image, an image can get you in door to things by impressions, but have to have something to keep u in, personality......
use this blog to make a achievement goal.....and not a boy cried wolf blog lol
anyways......that's it i can't think of anything ellse to write
thanks for reading
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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