Posted by 10derheart on September 11, 2013, at 20:46:36
In reply to Re: Patriot Day - please never forget » 10derheart, posted by Partlycloudy on September 11, 2013, at 16:49:38
hi PC,
I'm glad you got to do that. I plan to somehow one day. Hard to afford from opposite corner of country but I am determined to do it eventually. Scares me to deliberately bring up all that stuff again but important to do.
One of the most disconcerting parts for me is that I am - every year - more furious than sad. Still after 12 years when I hear the stories and look at pics again I want to do violence myself. I think of those 19 "men" and want to do terrible things....don't know to whom,,,,but I feel downright murderous myself that any humans would plan and do this to innocents....and for what idk....
Which is of course, prob normal, natural and irrational and "wrong" all at the same time.
What a sickening, crap day that was.
MDD (presently in complete remission); ADD-Inattentive type; mild anxiety (not fomally dx'd)
Meds: Strattera 80 mg q day
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